up`s & down are becoming a part of my normal life latley.
If I had it my way, I would ask for more happy day's without certian random, bombs landing right in my face.
It sucks how life can be a breeeze & so chilled one day, you feel as though life seriously couldn't be any better. then bang you get yo self a situation you didnt ask for.
sometimes you cant change certain things you just have to go with it. But sometimes it's not fair, sometimes you cant just go with the flow becasue its not what you want or its not what is best for you. arggghhhh life sucks at the moment.
sometimes i feel so alone, even though its what I've always wanted, my whole life,
its want i want but i dont want it with the people who are changing my life, dramaticly.
Im so out of it these days, I never notice the things that I used. In these times all I know is that my friends are the ones who make me forgot the ups&down's of my life. They are the one's who truley make me smile : )
oh i dont wanna think about life with out the olc ladies : )
quote "I guees this boring big craphole brisbane, acutually has grown on me"
& that's possible because of all the good times I've had &am having with my friends x3
