Im sure in life there will be many many many things I don't want to do. Or see people I hoped I never would see or be places where I hoped I'd never ever thought I would end up being.
But today I was. If someone had asked me if I wanted to be at that place maybe 4years ago, I wouldn't of minded & the place where Iam now I would never of thought I would have stayed. But I did, + it turned out it's not that bad.
But today was pushing it, pretending yur intrested can be really agravatting especially if yur with someone yu absoultely dislike, which turns into hate, can be really tough on the mind.
when all yu want to do is go physco & inflict pain, can be quite annoying when yur in a school.
Some people can be quite cunning, in their ways, with both dealing with people & money.
im so angus atm greahhhhhsss >:[
but i'll get over it soon (yn) lets hope everything stays the same from now on!
well today
at school, we had assembly , that's always the same just talking about "issues" & "leadership" woo , & then we had hospo LOL we stuffed up the spagehetti bolonignse, we cut the onion to big & i cut my finger while cutting it. Its hard to cut any vegetable, when yur hand is throbbing LOL + at least I got a sexy blue glove for the lesson (Y). LOL
Then english wasn't english as it always is. It was diffrent...
&Then triple jap, is the same pretty good though, we did speaking for 45mins 11's&12's put together took a whole lesson, then text book analysis for two articles took a bit over a lesson then watched a "erin adventure" video LOL. so we took a triple to do 3things (Y).
whooo then I had my "hateful unenjoyable event" but i'll sleep it off tonight hopes & just look forward to tomorow's worries & joys.
-staying postive
