"July 16th was possibly one of the best days I've ever had".& its true
becasue everything that happened just clicked, like everything.
I got driven to school, then i realized I had forgotten my reading book so I ran up the libary with asha to get a new book, & I thought the libarian would say "NO" but shes like lucky theres one spare :)So I like thanked her heaps & then i started to copy out dodo's notes becasue I totally forgot about mine,
we got into english & teacher didnt really care that I didnt do homework, she said " do it next time" I was like ... yes ( weird becsue shes never like do it next time) so then I had a pretty chilled as lesson after that.We had PCP learnt about alcohol & the effects " I aced that casue i did the bar course + I just know about alcho ;)ahahhs so that was chilled ass,
Lunch Time - I had a vinnies meeting yeeah it went for liek 5mins I was late, becasue I was talking to mari & asha about something important, I dont think some people who were at the vinnies meeting were impressed but yeeah - + I have an awsoume idea for term 3 that we could do (Y) woot.+ Lunch Time - OKAY I've really wanted the mary mckillop award since liek ages & ages, and I've tried so hard but then i hlped msLlyod with the rubbish - (H) & the principal + she knows my name so she can fully be like yeeah she helped me clean the enviroment & I was like serousoluy high that day i was like really reaaly happy & chilled so everything went awsoume for me =D& then hospo was pretty funny we just watched a video LOL
& then OMD!!after school i was fully talking to fagface liek fully talking i was like ... woah this is acually kinder good, + for those of you who know me lol would know "that postive energy from tara while talking to fagface is like impossible" but yeeah the awsoume me i fully aced that (Y) & (H) +
went sunnybank & got a hair cut ... chick cut of my sides >but im sure it'll grow back so its all good for now /span>
It felt really good becasue im just so over hatefull, & dislike I just wnt to finaly leave the past behind & just really start fresh & become a more polite,& happy person.but that dosent mean I want to leave everything in the past just certain things.I realy really like the way im feeling right now, & so far not much has brung me down to my old self.& i hope nothing will bring me back to the old tara, casue im slowly going but not completley dead yet, forgive me while im still bbysteping+learning
